Sometimes it takes everything you have just to keep holding on.
Move on. One must keep moving on, no matter how much it takes. It is such an endeavor. When I fail to hold the believe that pull myself together, I feel myself falling down an abyss.

It was such a wholesome picture, but now it's like ruined. I am breathless, with many thoughts going on in my head. I recalled your trying to make up yesterday, I regret that I didn't respond. Now you are farther than ever, like the balloons, slowly leaving me behind.